The Power of Awesomeness

I have discovered this magical power of awesome. Awesome can mean cool, neat, rad, stellar etc.  but when I use the word it is all about the awe, all about the inspiration behind that awe.  I have found this magic lodged in the core of my being.  It started as a kernel of truth and is blossoming into the most beautiful, amazing, inspiring, tree of awesome that has ever been.  I am doing things with my body that I never thought possible.  I am pushing through barriers that have held me back for years.  It's not about will power or luck, it is about grabbing onto that kernel of truth and letting it grow.  Allowing the power of awesome to build inside until it is too large to contain.  When I say that I am awesome, it is not coming from a place of conceit or narcissism, it is coming from the awe that I have in myself for stretching and growing. From reaching out and asking for help, from allowing myself to be vulnerable, and from allowing myself to embrace life. 

There is a difference between feeling awesome and being awesome.  There are days that I feel down right crappy, but the truth of my awesomeness is not diminished on those days.  If anything it is expanded because I am allowing myself to feel whatever I am feeling, acknowledge I feel crappy and move on.  It has taken me years to get to this point, it did not happen overnight, and when major emotion hits it is difficult to live this, but my awesomeness remains intact.

You can't lose your awesomeness, it is not something that you can toss away.  It is something that we all have in us.  We all have this kernel of truth ringing in the core of our being.  Some folks have already tapped into it and are letting it grow, others don't know that it is there, but my friends it is.  You are a special, amazing, AWESOME, person.  Never, never forget that.  Will your awesomeness look like mine, heck no.  It is the perfect and most beautiful thing in your world, it is you at your core.  Don't hide that from the world. Be true to yourself, tap into that awesome and let it shine!!